I’m not ready to face social life. I have been taking my kids to the social life of events very not easy. For each event, I always make sure enough food, kids’ toys, iPad rechange battery, diapers, wipes, medication, and weight lap. Also, my kids were full of food time, then my kids became restless, fussy, cry, and I have to control and deal with my kids, and took my kids outside to move than stay in one place. End up, people became more judgmental, labeled me, and more watching me more, people think to know everything which is not true because people are NOT experienced with autism’s world or be greedy and selfless. That reason, I’m not ready to face social life, to meet new people I have issues trust of there have good toxic and bad toxic. The people don’t understand that my kids very very sensitive to the crowd, loud, and too much touch, and will give my kids to become more stressed, I don’t want to see my kids become traumas. once, my kids became not calm after I make sure that I deal my kids left the day of events, able to half day or start the day, the only way my kids will calm more, space, quiet, less touch, and a comfortable zone. I do emotionally often when happens. I do want to go out of social life for a long day but I can’t why who can be comfortable with the medication my kids are very trust and comfortable not strange.
I suggest you check on this link… that how i felt..